look back my history
the history that I do not usually look back
remember the old days
the days that will never come back
think about all the friends that I lost
the friends that I wanted to talk more
there was a time that I was in a group
there was a time that I was liked by others
there was a time that I was actually myself
there was a time that I was not just "her boyfriend"
what did I do wrong?
what did I miss?
while my old friends still hang out
I hang out with my new "friends"
but don't you worry
there is someone who is willing to be with you