life

life is so stupid
life is so boring

what is "fun"?
what is "happy"?

still can't overcome the disorder
still need time to gain my power

I say "cuz I can't do"
you said "cuz I had to do"

can't find the difference between you and me
can't cross the line between do and dream

people think I'm jerk
people think I'm dumb
people think I'm loser
people think I'm fool

but I know I'm not
but don't know how to show I'm not
cuz I'm in pain a lot

I told you my pain
you told me your pain
I can't judge your pain
you can't judge my pain

so try not to judge me
you will never understand
if we talk, you may know me
but you will never understand



sadness, confidence, and anger is in this writing
which one is real me?
these are all real me

hope that tomorrow will be full of confidence