stop it

stop it! stop it! i dont want to talk about that! why? cuz even if i talk with u about that, i will never get what i want. yea i know i made a mistake so im trying to learn from what happend. cant u see? im trying to understand what she said. im trying to be a guy that she likes. yes, i know that. i know thats not ganna change anything. i know what i lost will never come back. i know i will never find a perfect girl that i want to spend my whole life like her. what she told me was i will remind her a bad memory so she dont want to see/talk with me. so as long as i dont talk to her, i can do whatever i want. i can think about her everyday, and i can try to be a guy she will love. this wont hurt her cuz she dont know what im doing or thinking now. ok whatever. whatever u say, im not ganna talk to her and im not ganna stop trying. i know what im doing, so stop talking about her. what r u trying to do? r u trying to hirt my feeling or what? if u care about me, just shut the fuck up and go to sleep. u never agree with me. thats why i hate u.